Never knew it felt like this...

Them. I've given up on the Venom Squad, as a whole. They bore me now. Each one has tried to capture me, and horribly failed. In the beginning, when the newness had new car smell, I was cool with it all. The late night chats, emails and attention had me open for a while. Now, it's all mundane. It seems they have all morphed into the same cornball dude, and it's turning me completely off. I no longer want any of the Venom Squad, I want him.

The Hidden Venom...

Him. I heard people say, there is one person on this planet that can reflect everything you've ever thought of yourself. Like personalities, same views, same likes and dislikes. We've all looked for it. That's the whole point of dating. To find the one that suits you so perfectly you don't need to speak, because he/she knows your thoughts. Fantasy for all. Some will say they don't need their thoughts read. I guess they're hiding something. He appeared, and the Venom Squad vanished. With one exchange of thoughts between us, that lasted for hours, he annihilated all the venoms by speaking my name.

Me. I needed someone like him. I've searched for him in every homie/lover/friend I've had. I've tried to understand and love unworthy men. They were never my equals, but I tried to give them pieces of me I knew they could'nt comprehend. Thus, my being alone.

Us. We're afraid of each other, in the sense that, we have not experienced something so beautiful/crazy/weird, ever. We keep asking if the other has experienced it. Our answers are always no. We've had our episodes in bad relationships. We've had heartbreak beyond measure. Right now, we're both elated in the fact of us. I'm enjoying him so. Someone finally heard and understood my lonely screams.

He was destined to call my name, and I was destined to hear him...