4.11.2005

It should be against the law...

...to be that damn sexy over fiber optic lines...

Venom, although very dangerous to me, is one of earth's sexiest creatures. He has one of those voices that expresses sheer emotion. When you hear him, you'll know what he's feeling, at that given moment. Tonight, he's dark. He's not often dark, but he retreats into his soul, and his eyes become shadows. You can hear this in his voice. Sometimes, the sun shines in his voice, and when it rains, I want it to rain on me slow and warm.

I'm ready to talk now...


I've been on the quiet lately. I've had alot to say in the passed few days, but I couldn't write. Because, if I wrote, some issues would be exposed, and it would have brought me the fury of hell. Something I've experienced before, and handled, but, I'd rather not deal with that kind of karma.

Recently, some very negative poison was thrown at me. I don't like drama. I don't create it, and I'm not around it. Thus me writing here. When people say things, they don't realize how they might hurt, or sting. Or, in this case, how things are made clear. The answer was laid before me in such a way, that I almost didn't want to admit it. I wanted to play dumb and go happily along, not knowing anything. Beautifully absentminded. I hate being exposed to issues. Those kinds of issues ones choose not to deal with. Only because, appearances have to be kept up, and lies have to be told, to cover true images.

Although, I could say some really fucked up shit, I won't. That's not my style. Well, not anymore. Gone are the days when I would scream and yell, attempting to get my point across. Looking like a fool in the process. I could've really brought it. I should've really brought it. But, I'm better knowing I didn't. This is something one has to deal with in the darkness. Realizing a mistake was made, and things were said that had no business being said. But, it's cool. I can live with it.

Can you?

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